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Monday, September 14, 2009,8:43:00 PM

Stress, go away... :(

Hellooos..
Abit emo.
Cos I'm feeling so stressed now :(:(:(
Feel like crying?
Stressed because of the upcoming EOY.
I'm so looking forward to the post-exam activities after that.
But I have to pass EOY first :(
I'm so damn worried for my english, lit and science.. :'(
Feel like crying now.
I'm so worried that I would fail..
What if I fail?
I don't know what should I do then.
Now my english are really getting worse.
My comprehension and summary is really failing.
I'm so worried.. English is a very important subject you know...
But now, I really hate English and Science lessons, I don't know why.
I have totally no interest.
To score well for the subject, I obviously have to love it.
Haiz.
I'm so stressed now.
I wonder when will I finish revising for all the subjects.
I have only just started revising on maths. I'm only at chapter 3.
I still have english, science, chinese, geog, history, literature to study.
Not only revising textbook, we still have to look through worksheets and test papers and NOTES.
WHEN WILL THIS EVER END.
Why am I suffering in sec1?
I must be not listening to lessons.
If not I cannot be having these problems, aren't I?
Now, I must grab every chance to finish revising.
After sch, I must read and read and read.
But, I want my worksheets too. When will the tchers return us our worksheets?
Haiz. Tests and exams are never ending.
I really hate this.
I'm tired of this.
After PSLE, O'levels are coming.
Sometimes I really hate myself for being so stupid and lazy.
I hate myself.
Sometimes I tell myself, exams only what, sure pass one.
Everyone say u pass u sure pass one lar, scared what.
Sometimes I really hate ppl saying im smart.
What if I scored below their expectations?
I hate that feeling.
Stress, go away please...

我最恨自己。

Joyce_#;