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Thursday, June 4, 2009,7:27:00 PM

Emo??

Hiies..
Don't feel like going CCA tmr?
First main reason: I really don't know how to play the new songs and I feel very afraid of asking.
Second reason: Idah is not coming because she's camping, leaving me the only yangqin sec 1 junior alone.
You know what? I still can't be in the family of CCKSS CO. It felt strange, really strange. I don't know who are they, I don't know how to communicate with them. I really miss BPPS CO, I felt real friendship there, I knew someone who I can depend on and so on...
This is not being fair to CCKSS CO of course, because I've only been inside for only about 5-6 months? While I have 4-5 years of strong relationship with my instructors & friends in BPPS CO. I'm really afraid, really.
I thought of not going for CCA tomorrow, but I can't do that. I'm being irresponsible, a coward because I'm running away just because I don't know how to play the songs.
I'm feeling abit better after Wendy and Natashya's comforts, thanks to them. And of course to other friends who comforted me too...
I just hope I can go to CCA bravely tomorrow, to face new challenges and have the courage to overcome them.
I believe I could do it, with all of you by my side.

是你给我的勇气，让我有了无数的鼓励。

Joyce_#;