I can never forgive myself for smsing 'No' to my CO instructor...

Why am I so stupid to say No..

Now, whenever I see something that relates to CO, even CO members, I would start to think of my foolish act and keep thinking.. Sometimes, I even cried, but even if I cry, can I solve the situation?

I tried ways to join the competition after saying no to my CO instructor.. Like asking YY to help me ask if they still need people.. But unfortunately, they said no...

It was like a knife cutting through my heart...

I know I'm exaggerating, but I really have to write this out or else I would have been more sad...

Now, my mind keep thinking of CO and I can't stop crying...

I really hope I can join...

But I guess there's no more choice...

I know there's a second chance in sec sch...

But this decision of mine made me regret alot...

Sorry that I would not be replying any tags today. Maybe tomorrow when my mood gets better but I think I won't...

Anyway, thanks YY for your creative early bd present...

Bye...

Joyce; Qinqxinn. (:
Turning SIXTEEN this year, weeee! (:



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