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Tuesday, April 22, 2008,2:28:00 PM

Very angry with Yoke Yee and Hui Wen today.

Went to school. Actually we had fun! Then after that I started to like get jealous.. Natashya, Yoke Yee and Huiwen keep playing together and I feel like Im the odd one out. I shouldnt have been with them. I feel so sad and had tears in my eyes but I wiped away. Then when chinese class, before Hu Lao Shi came, huiwen say i nvr make eye contact with them and i keep playing with megan they all. THEYALLLEHS. Dun even care me! I was so angry and didnt even smile once after that. I was also very angry when hu lao shi suddenly say got zuo wen. i didnt even prepare any fullscap, dictionary or correction tape refill. i was very very very angry until i threw my temper and estelle asked me what happened to me. then i told her and she told me some things too. i cannot tell u all. i was very angry. then when i went back to my normal eng seat, huiwen ask me bring my storybook to recess but i didnt cared her. then when i was queuing in class, waiting for hu lao shi to bring us to canteen, yoke yee and huiwen queued infront and didnt even talked to me. i was very angry and didnt talked to anyone. then natashya come find me. i was so angry when hu lao shi keep dragging our time by scolding the boys and weekiat. then he like wait very long and i was extremely angry and made eyes at him. i was very angry cos its 10.40! we only have 5min to queue up and buy food and eat before we go for 5min reading time! i was fuming mad at that time and natashya talked to me. natashya, thanks. natashya said huiwen and yokeyee didnt really cared about her. i was very angry lorhs. how can huiwen malign me like that. i looked at them but they were laughing away heartily and i was so sad until i want to cry and told losheini about it. luckily mavies, mindy, megan and samantha let me smiled again by playing a fool, arguing and telling us a joke. then we sang the barney song and i felt better then beiying go change place to sit with huiwen, natashya and yokeyee and i was so sad. i felt so jealous. i dunno why. when tcher ask them to go back to their seats, huiwen still remained there, dunwan to go back! i was so angry! and i didnt really cared about yokeyee today. very angry. especially hu lao shi also, let us so late go down and didnt even inform us about the compo thing. i dunhave enough correction tape and no fullscap and didnt even bring dictionary! i anyhow wrote the compo. i had alot of friendship probs this few years.
p3- with jolene and siewfang
p4- with eileen and another girl
p5- with cailing, jiayu and yvette
p6- huiwen and natashya!

i had enough of friendship probs! heaven, please give me a break! i feel really depressed!