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Tuesday, March 4, 2008,3:30:00 PM

Why must I always be the odd one out?

Today is a terrible day. I went to school and had chinese lessons later and after recess, we took back our science papers. As teacher was going through, Wee Kiat, Aidil, JAVIERRR! and those ''gangsters''(IM TREATING THEM AS GANGSTERS) they keep talking like siao lo!(This is serious, not joking ok) I was like so angry that I blew off my top and threw my pencil case at Javier. Then I secretly cried. Then he disturbed me again, I scolded him again. He was like keep on singing ''BOM CHA CHA..!'' Then when I scolded him, he still continued! After that, I saw Yoke Yee and Huiwen keep on playing.. I have a sense of jealousy.. WHY NOBODY CAME TO TALK TO ME, NATASHYA EVEN GOT YOKE YEE AND HUIWEN TO TALK TO HER SOMETIMES AND EVEN MAVIES! WHY AM I NOT THE ONE TOO?! I cant understand. Then when its 12.55, I told Mrs Chan that the clock is 5min late. Then she let us go off. But Yoke Yee and Huiwen were playing CATCHING! Then I scolded her. Im starting to treat her as a normal friend instead of best friend. Then we didnt go for lunch, directly go to music room. It was somehow of fun. But when Mr Wong and Mr Ng left, Ms Wang came and say ''MENG CAI'' We didnt even prepare of MENG CAI. TODAY IS FENG YANG HUA GU. Then she said no need to change instruments. Then cos only got two yangqins, but we have three yangqin players for MENG CAI. Then Genevieve went to play but I DUNNO WHY YOKE YEE CAME BACK. I KEEP ON TELL HER TO GO SHE DUNWAN GO, MAKING ME EMBARRASSED! THEN MS WANG LIKE SCOLD ME LUHS! I WAS LIKE SO ANGRYYYYY!!!!!!! I stood there at the drum, looking at them playing. I felt a sense of.. I dunno. Ever since after that, I didnt smile at anything. I didnt even talk, just scold. I was thinking '' Why am I always the odd one out? Why is everything not successful today! '' I was like want to cry but I COULDNT CRY! MY MUM WILL BE WORRIED. Then there were total chaos in the music room. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. I FASTER GO HOME WITH MAMA AND luckily mama, its mama. Mama bought me garlic bread, swiss roll and kaya puff from Causeway Point. She even bought assessories for me! She bought a necklace(the thing in the middle?) with a like a duck and a word underneath saying ''NOVEMBER''. IM A NOVEMBER BABY =] Its very beautiful. She even bought me a cute torchlight, which she actually remembered that I wanted a torchlight that when I on, I dunnid to press on it to on the light. She even bought me a cute handphone keychain. Its very adorable. =] Quite happy now. =]

Anyway, got back all my results. I shall repeat. CANNOT LAUGH AT ME ARHS -.-
English: 26/30(section A) 42.5/65(section B) 68.5/95(total) 72/100(overall) B(grade)
Maths: 15/20(section A) 54/80(section B) 69/100(total) B(grade)
Science: 46/60(section A) 17.5/40(section B.. I NOE I FAILED FOR SECTION B-.-) 63.5/100(total) B(grade)
Chinese: 52/60(section A) 29.5/40(section B) 81.5/100(total) A(grade) =]

Thanks, Amira, for your goodie bag. =]
[[ JOYCE ]] ODD ONE OUT. ALWAYS.